hMmmz... bAcK frM caMp lEr.. acTuaLLi yTd reAch Ler.. bUt toO tiRed tO wRitE.. sO.. tOdaE wRitE toGetHer.. i sAy aBt waD haPpEn iN dE caMp fiRst.. oNe woRd tO dEscRibE dE caMp.. "sUx!" yEaHz... tOtaLLy sUx.. aLL tHosE sTupiD gaMes.. zZzz!!! aNd tHosE fUckiN inStruCtoR.. kEeP scoLdiN uS aNd giVe uS taT kiNd oF cHeEBye fAce.. sEe LeR aLso nO moOd taKe paRt iN dE acTiviTieS.. dE fIRst dAy wE weRe eXcUsEd fRm caMp cAz wE gT bBaLL maTch.. aFteR dE maTch.. aLL oF us gT nO moOd tO gO baCk tO dE caMp cAz.. wE loSt.. =x bUt nvM, dEn wHen wE reaChed dE caMpsiTe.. iT waS aLreaDy dInnEr tiMe.. aFteR diNnEr.. wE haD caMpfIRe foLLoWed bY baTh dEn sLp.. dE caMpfIRe waS dE sTupIdeSt caMpfiRe i eVeR bEeN!! sINg waD chiCkEn soNg.. zzZzz!! dEn dE 2Nd daY.. wE pLay roPe cLimBinG aNd fLyiN foX aLL tAt.. bUt i diN riLLy haVe mOod tO pLay.. caZ.. hAIz.. duN waNna saZ.. aNd sOmemOre nId tO wEar dE sTuPid hELmeT alL taT.. dAt mAkEs mE moRe dUN waNna tRy.. HaIz.. aCtuaLLi jUs nW i sAy aLL dE inStruCtoR sUx.. nT aLL laH.. oNLi mY inStrucTor vEri gD.. yeaH!! HE rULeZ!! dEn aFter dE rOpE cLimBinG aLL tHis.. iSh luNcH tImE!! wE kEpt aLL oF dE hElmEts dEn prOceEd tO dE caNteEn.. aFteR eaTiNg wE paCk ouR thINgs aNd wEnT to dE haLL fOr caMp brieFin.. aNd lIStEn tO dE instrUctOr taLk coCk.. aFter daT.. mE,xR,jOr,cS aNd zF sIt Ms koH caR aND wENt tO lOt 1.. dE rEst sIt BUs And gO baCk to sKoOL.. heHEz.. dEn aFteR eaTin aT loT 1.. wE wENt tO jIaN hSe.. pLay fEr awHiLe dEn weNt tO liMbaNg aNd haD oUR diNnEr.. dEn wE weNt hoMe.. wHen i rEAch hoMe.. i gO sLP strAigHT awaY.. oF cAz gT baTH fiRst lA.. kKz.. [tiMe tO dEsCriBe thiNgs daT haPpEn tOdAe] tOdAe gT sKoOL lE wOr.. moRnINg caNt waKe uP.. aLmoSt laTe fER sKoOL.. lUckiLy rEacH sKoOL jUs iN tiMe.. HaIz.. dEn wHen wE gO baCk tO cLasS.. HaIz.. i cRiEd.. tIs tiMe nT oNLi eYEs rEd.. tIs tiMe iSh.. tEaRs cUm oUt.. aNd.. riLLy caNt coNtrOL.. HaIz.. dEn.. wHen aLL my gD fRds cUm aRd mE aNd asK mE waD hApPeN i wAs vERi toUchEd.. bUt.. iF oNli sHe wAs hEre to cOnsOLe mE toO.. hAiz... tHink.. sHE duNch eVen noE i cRieD.. i dUn waNnA sAz wHy i cRieD.. cAz dEre'Z jUs tOo mUch rEasOn fEr ME To sAz... HaIz!! i riLLy dUnNo waD tO dO.. i dUNnO waD sHe's tHinKin aBt.. i wANnA gIvE uP.. bUt i diN.. cAz i nOe i'LL dIe wiThoUt hEr... i riLLy LoVe hEr aLoT!!! bUt sHe duNch evEN nOe i'M sAd.. aFter sO mUch thIngS.. deRe's sTiLL pOrbLem.. riLLy dUnNo waD tO dO sIa.. aNd tIs tiMe sHe lYk nV stARt a cHat wiF mE leR.. aLwaYs i saY hI fiRst oR sMS heR fiRst.. i duNnO waD haPpEn.. i dIN aSk hEr.. cAz i nOe sHe wUn teLL mE..i riLLy hOpe waD i aM iMagIninG iSh nT goInG tO hAPpEn.. aLl i cAn dO.. iSh cRyiN.. eVen mY tEAchEr aLso sEe mE cRyin.. aNd evEn hEr aSk mE waD haPpEn aNd waNtEd tO heLp mE.. buT i dIn teLL hEr waD haPpEn.. i dIn teLL aNi1 yEt... cAz wHenevEr i sAid.. i'LL cRy.. i'M nW tHinKin.. sHLd i tELL hER? oR mY fRds? oR jUS kEpT iT tO mySeLF? maYbe i dUncH haF aNi cHoiCe.. i cAN oNLi kEpT iT tO mYseLf.. bUt.. mY heArt iSh riLLy vEri huRtiN.. fiRst tiMe i hAd tIs fEeLiNs.. thInk i'LL eNd hEre toDaE.. hOpE tMl wHen i waKe uP.. i'LL fEeL bEtTa..

leaving skool zOnGweIz at Thursday, July 08, 2004 [comment]

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LoVe sTarTs wiT a sMiLe.. gRoWs wIf a kIsS.. eNds wiT a tEaRs.. yeAhZ.. i agReeD.. bUt.. i hOpe DerE iSh nO eNdinG... =D kkz.. taLk aBt otHeR tHinGs.. tOdaE i weNt tO jiaN LoNg hSe aNd pLAy PS-II.. hEHEz.. oF caZ.. we pLaY soCcEr.. aNd i wIN hIm 2 RouNDs aNd lOSe hIm 1 RoUnd aNd dRaw 1 RoUnd.. hEhEz.. nT i pRo.. iSH hE LaN.. loLx.. jKjKz.. fiRst rouNd iSh dRaw.. 1:1 dEn sEcoNd roUnD i wIn.. 3:0 hehex.. 3Rd rOund.. 2:1 i lOse.. 4tH roUnd.. 3:2 yeahz.. niCe gAme!! HaHAz.. dEn uSed hIs cOm aNd cHat oN MSN fEr aWHiLe.. aFteR daT.. LisTen tO soNgs aNd rEst fEr awHiLe.. dEn pLay wRestLin.. lOLz!! aRd 6+ wE gO dOwN tO lImbaNg mAc aNd bUy FrIeS.. dEn hE waLk wiTh mE tO yEw tEe.. iN dE eNd.. hE wasTe $1.20.. loLz.. cAz i bOrrOw fRm hIM anD bUy dRinKs.. aFteR daT i wEnT hoMe.. dEn wHen i rEach hOMe i cUm oNliNe aNd wriTe tIs diaRy lE... haIz.. tMl nId gO dE caMp lEr.. dEn diFfEreNt gRps fRm sOmE oF my fRds.. sO saD.. caNt sEe tHeM ler.. EsP soMe1.. haHaz.. wHen i'm bAck fRm caMp.. wHich iS oN weD.. i writE aGAIN on waD haPpEn in dE caMp.. iT's goNnA bE fUn.. bUt tiRing!! hAiz!!! kz.. sToP hErE leR... =D

leaving skool zOnGweIz at Monday, July 05, 2004 [comment]

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yOz! tODaE.. i wOkE uP fRm mY bEd aNd hAd mY bREakFasT.. dEn cUM onLiNe.. dEn jIan LoNg aNd xIanGrUi oNLiNE.. deN wE cHat cHAt cHAt dEn deCidEd tO gO pLAy BbALL sInCe wE gT nTh tO dO aT hOmE.. aCtuaLLi wE waNnA pLay iN da niGhT dE.. bUt xR sIsTa b'daE anD hE nEeDs tO hELp hEr cELebRaTe hEr b'dAE.. so.. i mEeT jiaNLoNg aT LiMbaNg maC dEn weNt tO xIAnGRuI hSe aNd fInd hIm.. aFtER daT.. wE weNt tO 704 aNd pLay bBaLLz.. aFteR plaYIn awHiLe.. wE weNt tO liMbaNg maC aNd eaT.. aFtEr daT.. we gT nTh eLse tA dO sO we wENt tO jIan hSe aNd pLay hIs PS2.. wE pLaY sOcCeR anD dE 1sT maTch waS mE vS xR.. bUt i lOse.. sO.. jIaN taKe ovEr mE.. hE LosT tOo.. deN iT waS mY tURn TO pLay wIt xIanG aGaInz.. bUt tIs tiMe.. i wIn!! wEeEe!! hAhAZ.. aFtEr dAt wE reaLisE iT waS aLreAdy 7+.. sO we wEnT hOmE.. oN dE waY hOmE.. xR toLd mE aLoT oF thIngs aBt hIm aNd hIs sTeaD.. bUt tOo baD dEy bReaK lEr.. dEy riLLy maKes a grEaT cOuPLe.. bUt... haIz.. tOo baD iT caNt lAst.. i riLLy sAd fOr tHeM.. aNd i riLLy sCare i'LL bE lyK dEm.. haIz.. bUt.. i'LL nT lEt iT haPpEn!! pOoR xR.. sO saD oVeR thIs tHinGs.. cAz oF soMeoNe dEn wiLL caZ dEY breaK dE.. tHosE baStArds!! zZzzZZzz!! haIz.. nVm.. dUn lEt aLL tHis sPoIl mY mOoD toDae... kZ... i sHall sTop hEre tOdaE...

leaving skool zOnGweIz at Saturday, July 03, 2004 [comment]

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HaIx.. u sHLd nOe wAd haPpEn aGaiN.. yeA.. iT haPpEn aGaiNz.. haIx.. dUn waNna taLk aBt tIs thInGs aNimoRe.. riLLy saD LoR.. haIz.. aNd mOi haIr.. duNnO wHen wiLL gRoW baCk sIa.. hOpe iT wiLL grOw bAcK iN a daY.. bUt.. iT's iMpoSsiBLe LoRz.. haIx!! riLLy waNna gEt aWaY fRm hOmE.. gEt awaY fRm sKoOL.. gEt awAy fRm evEryoNe.. i jUs waNna bE aLonE.. toDaE i reaLisE soMetHInG.. aNd daTz nOtHin lAsT 4evEr.. wHen mY fRds saZ daT tO me i duNch riLLy bELieVe.. weLL.. maYbe i aLreaDy noE iT LoNg aGo.. bUt i cHoOse nT tO bELievE iT.. bUt nW.. i riLLy mUz tRusT daT.. cAz oF soMethIng wHich i dUn waNna aNioNe tO nOe.. sO dIn saZ hErE.. haIz.. i riLLy lOvEs hEr aLoTz.. bUT.. i aLwaYs gEt jEaLouS eaSiLy.. i riLLy vEri sCaRe oNe daY i'LL lOst cOntRoL aNd.. u nOe?? =( i tRieD tO gEt uSe tO iT.. bUt i caNt.. aNd i nOe i mUst!! caZ mY bESt fRd aLreAdY bRoKE wIf hIs sTead bEcaZ oF jEaLouSLy.. nT daT i dUnCh tRusT hEr.. iSh.. duNnO hW ta saZ.. bUt.. i'M riLLy daMn pIzZ oR sHLd i saZ saD baHz.. oH gOsh! i jUs saId i dUn waNnA taLk aBt tIs.. bUt.. sTiLL caNt coNtroL aNd iN dE eNd.. sTiLL taLk aBt tIs.. zZzz!! nVm.. i riLLy nEeD a bReaK.. i mEaN.. rEst.. nT breaK wIf gF daT brEak.. =x haiZ.. hOPe i wUn sEe aNy moRe sTufFs liDdAt.. bUt.. i NoE.. iT'LL haPpEn aGaIn.. maYbE evEridaE!! nVm.. i gT mY oWn waYs.. sEe soMethInz wRonG dEn faStEr gO hIdE dEn wUn sEe AnyThiNG lErz.. k LaRz.. tHink daT's aLL fER tOdaE... haIz!!

leaving skool zOnGweIz at Friday, July 02, 2004 [comment]

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haIx.. i cUt mOi haIr leR.. tHanKs tO mY teaChEr.. coMpLaiN cOMplAiN aNd coMPlaIn.. zzz!! riLLy haTe dEm tO dE coRe!! dEy sUx lYk hELL.. dEn soMemoRe dAt daY.. haIz.. a lOt oF saD thInGs haPpEn.. oN dE waY tO mY fRd hSe.. "sHe" kEeP dOinG thInGs daT maKes mE jeaLouS.. hAiZ.. bUt i caNt dO anIthInG.. aNd sHE dIn eVeN reALisE i wAs aNgrY unTiLL wHen wE rEach mY fRd hSe.. i waS pLaYin pLaYstaTion gAmeS.. dEn sHe waS.. haVinG fUN wiTh oTheRs gUys.. dEn mE riLLy hOt lEr dEn saY tHInGs daT i sAz oNLi wHen i wAS aNgRy.. tHink daT's dE tIme wHen sHe reALisE i'M anGry.. haIz.. bUt aFTer a wHiLe aT mY fRD hSe.. wE weNt tO pLay bBaLL.. deN i waS waLKin wiTh hEr.. unTiLL wheN shE stOp aNd waIt feR aNothEr gUy.. zZz!! dEn i wAs daMN DaMn aNgRY sO i waLk vEri faSt.. deN wHen i waS waLkIN wiTh hEr.. aNothEr bOy wiLL aLwaYs cUt-iN.. zZz!! sO irRitAtiN!! bUt.. i caNt dO anYthIng.. sHe waS aLreaDy sO friEndLy tO evErioNe b4 wE sTeaD.. i cAn oNLi coNtrOl mY anGer aNd waTch dEm.. dAt daY i waS riLLy daMn saD.. buT i dIn teLL hEr caZ i dUn waNnA caZ anOthEr qUarReL.. aNd i tHink i caNt chaNge hEr.. iNstEad oF chaNgIn hEr.. maYbe i sHLd geT oVer tHis aNd tRy tO acCePt dE waY shE iS.. haIz.. dUn fEeL lYk saYin aBt dIs leR.. dEn aFteR daT.. wHen i reAcheD hOmE.. mY muM and daD caLL mE tO eaT mY diNnEr quIckLy anD dEy aRe brIninG mE to HaVe a haIr-cUt.. wHen i heaRd dIs.. i sTiLL nT so anGRy.. wHen i nOe mY dAd aNd mUm waN mE tO cuT sLopE.. i wAs lyK.. WTF!!! tHanKs tO tHosE nTh-bEtTa-tA-dO teaChErs.. wHy dEY loVe tO caLL paRENts sO mucH? i riLLy waNna caLL dEm tO fUck-oFf!! bUt.. wE caNt jUsT becaZ dEy aRE eLDer dEn uS anD gT moRE poWeR dEn Us.. aFter dE haIrcuT.. i wAs daMn anGrY aND saD.. haIz.. dEn wHen i reAch hOme... i quArReL wIb mY paREnTs.. haIz.. tOdaE sUre caNt sLp weLL dE.. but sTiLL nEeD ta sLp.. dEre'z sTiLL skOoL tML.. wOndER waD pRoB iSH deRE goNna bE tmL..riLLy haTe sKoOLz.. bUt.. iF deRe'z nO skOoL.. dEre'z no FrdS.. aNd nO fRds meaNs nO luFftEr.. bUt.. aFteR aLL tIs.. i sTiLL thInk sKoOL sUx!! =D

leaving skool zOnGweIz at Thursday, July 01, 2004 [comment]

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wOaH!! oUr fiRst wEst-zOne maTch wAs agaInSt grEeNrIDgE seC.. aLthOugh wE lOse.. bUt iT waS a cLosE fiGhT.. dE fiRst aNd sEcOnd wE weRe leaDinG.. bUt.. dE lasT tWo qUarTers dEy maNaGe tO caTch uP..bUt aFtEr dE maTch wE aLL lEaRn sMth.. daT's tEamwOrk.. haHaz.. afTER dE maTch wE wEnT tO dE neaResT faStfOod reStaUraNts.. daT's dA kFC!! haHaz.. i oRdeReD a ziNgEr meaL bUt dIN riLLy enJoY iT.. caZ i wAs sO fuLL!! =X aNd sO i gAve hALf oF my buRgEr tO mY fRd.. aFter eaTin.. mE,xR,eRic,jUdE,jaS,jL weNt tO yeW tEe paRk aNd pLay bBaLL fEr aWhiLe.. aFter daT aLL oF us wEnT hOMe.. i taKe a baTh.. oN my cOM.. aNd feELIn boreD.. sO.. hEre i aM.. hErE tO wrItE a neW pOsT.. hAhaZ.. kz.. i sHaLL eNd heRe toDae.. =D

leaving skool zOnGweIz at Tuesday, June 29, 2004 [comment]

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hMmmmMmmz... yTd wAs aNoThEr bOrINg daY.. sO mE aND mY fRds wEnT tO lImbaNg maC tO taLk.. aNd oRdEr oUr foOd aNd eaT.. aFtEr awHiLe.. wE riLLy gT nTh tA dO lEr.. sO wE weNt tO jIanLoNg hSe aNd pLAy "NBA2004" dE fIrsT 2 pLP wHo pLay wAs mE anD joRdaN.. hE waS daMN pRo aT daT maN!! eSp hIs 3pTs.. wTf!! aFter a lOt oF gaMe.. nOboDy caN wiN hIm.. dEn xiaNgrUi.. wHo waS acTuaLLi slPin oN dE soFa waKe uP.. hE pLay 1 oN 1 wIf joRdaN.. aLthoUgh hE loSe toO.. bUt dE maRks weRe quIte nEar.. aFter a fEw moRe gaMes aHbeN fInaLLy wIN hIm.. haHaz.. iT waS aLreaDy 5+ wHen wE lOoK aT dE tImE.. sO we WeNt to lImbaNg maC anD haD ouR diNnEr.. nT riLLy diNNeR.. jUst eaT a fEw haMbuRgeR.. aCtuaLLi nT a FEw.. aT leaSt 5 baHz? mOre dEn daT loR.. heHez.. aFtEr eaTin.. jIanLonG weNt hOme aS hE's gOInG ouT wiF hiS paREnTs tO eaT.. dEn dE reSt oF us sTay deRe anD jiAnG xinG sHI.. aBT 7+ wE weNt hOme... aLthOugh dEre'S ntH spEciaL oN daT daE.. bUt iT's aLso a FuN daE fER mE.. haHaHAhAz.. haIz.. dEn tOdae aH? aLso nTh haPpEN.. wHOle daY at hOme chAttIn and lisTeniNg tO musIc.. caZ tML skOoL re-oPen lE.. dEn mUz rESt maHz.. haIz.. hOpe wHen sKoOL rE-oPen.. nTh baD wiLL haPpEn baHz.. =D bUt skOoL re-OpeN aLso gT iTs gD poInTs.. mEaNs i caN sEe mY gUd fRdz aNd mY daRlInZz evErdaY lEr!! weEee.. haHaHAz.. mIsS dEm So mUch!!!! k lAr.. i gO sLp lEr.. niTez tO aLL~

leaving skool zOnGweIz at Sunday, June 27, 2004 [comment]

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